MaSahUmI's Little World

父母的话，就要100%听从吗？

2010-11-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

父母的话，就要100%听从吗？
我不觉得。
是，生命是父母给的。他们辛苦抚养我长大，我应该孝敬他们。他们吃盐比我吃米多，人生经验也比我丰富，但是他们的观念就是正确的吗？
天下无不是之父母，父母都想自己的子女健康快乐。但是快乐与否，他们知道什么才是我要的快乐？

给你的信

2010-10-31T11:01:00.006+08:00

给我爱的BB,

你没有在线，
我的心总是碰碰的跳，
在想你，念你。
打电话给你了，
听见你的声音很累很累，
听得我都心疼了。
每次听你说话，
你的每一种情绪都牵动着我身上的每一条神经，
你笑我就笑；你不高兴我也会不高兴，
但是你总是在我面前表现得很开心。
每次在和你说完话后，
总是在想些有的没的，
那颗心无法安定下来。
我很不得现在飞奔到你的怀里，
并且一夜白头，永不分离。
我伤害了你那么多，
你还是愿意等我并和我继续，
我很感激，开心。
爱是互补的，
双方都必须学会容忍，包容，体谅。
我总是很自我，
没想过你的感受，
说分就分。
有人告诉我，
不要想怎样去改变一个人，
而是如何改变自己的想法去接受这些事情。
我想经过这次的教训，
我学会了怎么珍惜你，爱你。
为什么只是你？
只因为你是你，
像当初遇见你那一种感觉，
就这么一个特别的。
本来还以为你是别人的，其实不是，
过后还要了我的电话，
那一种喜悦一直无法忘怀。
你还对我坦诚你的过去，
我很欣赏你这一方面。
虽然有一段时间没联络，
有点紧张但是不敢给你发信息，
过后还是你给我发信息了。
直到你来参加我的生日，
你再为我多庆祝一次那天，
我的心被你溶化了。
就一直到现在，
我对你不曾变过，
虽然有吵架的时候，
自己也不知道为什么那么气，
气得什么话也说得出来并把你伤害了。
我只能说我很幼稚任性，
但是我回把这个该掉。
为什么是你？
因为只有你带给我幸福，
因为只有你带给我快乐。
为什么是我？
因为我也能带给你幸福，
因为我也能带给你快乐，
当然baby也包括在内。

爱你的Beibei

FML!!

2010-10-31T10:11:00.001+08:00

一点也不好受！
怎么那些人就是这样？
到底是谁要这样做？
很烦人！
你们每一个都这么讨厌？！
总是用无名ｅｍａｉｌ发给我！
为什么会这样？！
为什么会这样？！
够了！！
啊～～～
我快压抑得发疯了！！
FML!!!!

忍

2010-10-29T14:31:00.003+08:00

我说了就要做到!
放手不管这件事!
由你自己做，
盼望会有好结果!
虽然还是发现了很多东西,
很想说出来，问清楚，
但是我要忍着！！！

无药可救

2010-10-28T06:17:00.002+08:00

我和他暂时分手了3个星期，
这时他和她遇见对方了，
他们对各自都有好感，
并且想尝试在一起看看。
但是他对我提出了复合，
因为我们都忘记不了彼此，
我接受了。
此时他向她道歉了，
他们就只是朋友。
可是他们却保持暧昧，
还瞒着我。
直到别人告诉我他们的事，
我很受伤但是我选择了原谅，
但是他不能放开她让我更受伤。
我和他一起一年八个月多，
竟然可以和一个认识三-四个月的人比较！
她说她没有错，也很公平，
因为是在和我分手后才联络的，
但是我和他复合后，
怎么也联络得那么频密？
虽然再次分手了，
我和他说好先做朋友，
到我回国才再继续。
但是他们却搞地下情？
这是怎么回事？
有个朋友分析说：不是男女朋友就代表说他可以自由发展。
所以他们可以搞地下情？
她还吃我的醋！搞笑！
我还把他们两当朋友，
我真的傻到无药可救了。

2010-10-26T20:50:00.003+08:00

妈妈，
你就行行好，乖乖吃药吧~
你女儿我在这儿很无奈啊~
全部事情都十万火急~
唉~你就听姐姐说好吗？
我们全都很担心你的！

是不是

2010-10-26T20:17:00.005+08:00

此时你在哪？
在做些什么？
你心里是不是没有我了？
是不是没有人能告诉我呢？
是不是在你心里的我已经越来越小了？
你是不是开始不在乎了？
你是不是说谎了？
我是不是做错了？
我是不是想多了？
你是不是变心了？
你是不是等累了？
你是不是寂寞了？
你说的等我回来是不是真的？
你说的所谓的友情是不是真的？
还是你说的等我回来是不是令有目的的？
所有事情是不是像你所说的那样单纯呢？
我是不是快疯了？
我是不是疑心太重了？
我是不是有病了？
我是不是无药可救了？
我的心几时才会不再想那么多？
是不是到呼吸停止时才不会再想呢？
我是不是不能停止想这些无聊事呢？

勇敢的第一步

2010-10-23T22:08:00.003+08:00

所有事情都只是我想太多，
希望事实一定是这样！
开始有一点头绪要怎么走，
没有人知道这路对不对，
但是不走肯定是错的！
要勇敢的踏出第一步！
死就死吧！敢死队来咯！！

2010-10-23T17:13:00.002+08:00

“你是他的什么人？当然他不会什么都告诉你咯！”
我听了真的很心痛。
可能是我多疑了，但是所有事情都太巧合了。
很想死了，一了百了。

2010-10-23T09:13:00.002+08:00

不是情侣干吗要两个人庆祝生日呢？
你穿了新衣服，还不带我给你的戒指了。
你说不去，还是偷偷去了。
=(

天真

2010-10-22T13:57:00.002+08:00

原来我做什么事情都抱着那么天真的心态。
工作，未来，感情以及所有的事情。
到何时我才能学会不那么天真？
憧憬的未来和现实两极化。
我知道没有努力就不会有成果，
但是我好没有方向，
所有的事情正在pending的情况，
只能见步走步。
只希望我能坚强起来，
不再依赖别人。

我做得还不够吗？

2010-10-17T19:56:00.003+08:00

我做得还不够吗？
到底要怎么样你才会好好的？
明明是你说很闷，想要删除掉。
可是现在却玩得那么欢乐。
不断交异性朋友，不管是来加你的，你加她的。
都是那么的好“倾”。
只有我什么都不知道，不愿和我说。
还是我不应该来，所以你不会寂寞。
你不会寂寞，就不会发生这样的事情。
还是还是我想太多了？

2010-10-14T20:20:00.004+08:00

我不能流眼泪了，因为都已经流干了。但是你知道我的心在淌血吗？
或许是我接受不了现在和你做朋友的关系，因为一切变得不一样。
我还是很想和你在一起。
时光能不能倒流？到美好的幸福的时候，再把时间静止，永远停在我们彼此相爱幸福在一起的时候。

2010-10-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

是他不愿意放开她还是她不愿意放开他？
是他找她还是她找他？
我真的很想知道，他在当我是什么人？
我一年八个月的感情敌不过一个两个月的她吗？
原来感情是那么的脆弱。
我和BS的感情怎么再好也没有天天联络。
为什么他和她可以？
睡醒了，睡觉前，吃饭前，吃饭后，无论做什么都是。
好朋友有那么要好吗？
我觉得我抓得很紧，因为我不想放手！
但是怕抓得太紧，把心给捏碎了。
我在这里想东西想得快疯了！
只想尽快回去马来西亚，但是却觉得离我好远好远。

2010-10-12T14:30:00.002+08:00

是我的脑细胞太发达还是心理作祟？
无论吃、喝、睡、工作、做什么，那事情都在脑里徘徊。
徘徊的同时，我的身心好像被掏空了一样，心似乎就在某个地方隐隐作痛。
是不是把自己毙了会好一点？
同时又很多的想法出现，很想去做，但是怕会被某些人责备并看死。
Plan A又死，Plan B又死，Plan C还是死。
我知道世上没有十全十美的事情，事情就看我要守着那一方面。
但是什么是我想要的呢？

2010-10-11T16:33:00.003+08:00

事情有那么简单就好了，但是我觉得实事不然。
如果是那么简单，
为什么要那么生气?说为什么告诉她你在等我回来？她只是朋友的话，并不会因为知道这个而不睬你。
为什么要苦苦去找回她，求她不要不睬你，
为什么那么多一样的号码出现？
为什么那么多的巧合？
太多的为什么了。。。我也不知道自己在想什么，要什么。

2010-10-09T20:28:00.004+08:00

A : 我不知道为什么，我不能生气他太久
B : 第一：或许你已经习惯性！/第二：或许不舍得生气！/第三：或许不是太爱，你觉得无所谓
A : 我要原谅他，第三应该不是了吧
B : 你选择原谅，过往的事通通都要抛诸脑后！
A : 唉，要说我自己笨好呢还是什么？我不知道我现在是吃醋，还是介意过往的事。我看见他们有联络时，我觉得很不喜欢
B : 第一次原谅是宽容他，第二次原谅你就是笨啦！
A : ==
B : 你又不是神，这样的心很正常！
A : 嗯，是吧~
B : 为什么他们还在联络？
A : 因为他们是朋友
B : 难得他体会不到你的心情吗？
A : 我知道他很多时候都有sms或者打电话，还是半夜三更
B : 得不到永远都是最好！
A : 那个女孩跟我澄清说他们只是朋友
B : 我只知道！如果他重视你的感觉，他一定不会再和她联络！你信酱单纯吗？他们有可能酱单纯吗？
A : 我不知道。
B : 男和女很少可以做好朋友酱简单！
A : 现在讲话的语气不一样了，老是叫我去睡觉或者什么，不然就是他在忙
B : 女朋友在那么远，难得打来，我怎会叫你去睡觉，我当然很希望可以聊很久很久！

证明了什么？我也不知道。。。

为什么？

2010-10-09T15:07:00.003+08:00

他生气是那个告密者是因为他无法面对自己所犯的错，还是破坏了他的好事？
他很想和她一起的，我知道。
他甚至想洗掉那个属于我和他的回忆的户口，但是他保留那个户口，因为那里有属于他和她的回忆。
但是为了应我的要求，他就保留着。
我知道他和她还是时常联络，早上，中午，下午，晚上到深夜。
虽然说是朋友，我也是朋友，但当他有什么事要说都好，但是我不会是他第一个想起的。
我是吃醋还是什么都好，这个让我心痛得无法呼吸，真的很心痛，甚至想了断自己，好让心不会再痛。

我在自欺欺人吗？

2010-10-07T20:32:00.003+08:00

原谅你就好像对我自己很残忍。
俗语说：“一次不忠，百次不容”。
但是这次的事情，我也有责任，毕竟一个手掌拍不响。
假如我不是那么任性，那么爱撒娇，那么不温柔，那么自私，没有责任等等，都不会时常和你闹分手。
那么就不会有这样的事情发生了。
不发生还是发生了，许多事情不再像以前那样简单，我知道许多事情也起了变化。

我知道，你已经不再是以前爱我的那个你。
我知道，你对我的爱已经变质了，不，或许已经不爱了。
我知道，我不再是你起床后和睡觉前第一个想起的那个人。
我知道，你还是有那么一丁点想和她在一起，不，你是很想和她在一起！
我知道，你现在并不是真的想要等我回来，你只是想让我回来之前慢慢忘记你。

我知道了又能怎么样?
我却还是想要原谅你，想要自欺欺人，
因为我知道这个世界上没有圣人，没有百分百的人；每个人都会犯错，我也是一样。
因为我对你的爱已经超乎想象了，我自己也吓了一跳。
因为我不能再爱你多一些，其实早已超过了爱的界限。
但是这份爱还能继续吗？

我已经不能再承受另一段爱情了，受了太多的伤后，心会变得麻木的，就好像我伤害你那样。
我只能说对不起，我每次都这么伤害你，我知道这是无法弥补的，希望你能原谅我。

2010-10-05T20:48:00.004+08:00

我，总是后知后觉。还未离开是如此，离开后更是如此。
我，在没有准备下，听信了家人的话，匆忙下了决定，匆忙的上了飞机。
我，还以为家人总是对的，傻傻的在这里埋头苦干。
我，还以为我对他的爱是这么少，所以我会潇洒的离开，但是离开后才知道我是错的。
我，还以为他会为我加油，打气，会一起等待重逢那天的到来，但是事实却不以为然。

他，在我离开前就染回吸烟的习惯，我却懵然不知；
他，在上次分手后就吸烟吸得更凶了，我却懵然不知；
他，在上次复合后就对自己没有自信了，我却懵然不知；
他，想专注于他的孩子身上了，我却懵然不知。
还有许多的事情是我不知道的，他也不愿意告诉我。
这样，意思是说他不爱我了吗？
他说不，他还爱我，但是不能再爱我了。我的眼泪噼里啪啦的留下来了。
他说他不值得我爱，所以要我离开。我的眼泪更停不下来了。
他说他有孩子了，会拖累我一生。我的眼泪还是不听使唤。
他在求我离开他，因为他说他不会要伤害我。难道求我离开就不是伤害的一种吗？

我想家人的确是爱我的，为我好的，想要为我布下对我最好的为来。
我做了，结果却是相反的。担心，忧虑多了，更不要说是最好的。
所以我想为我自己做回决定，我要跟他在一起，可能这不是世界上最好的，但是对我来说已经是足够了。

Why??????

2010-08-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Why I'm become so ridiculous??? I hate this!!! But I had to take responsibility to what i decided. Life's hard. Indeed. Trying my best to get pass through all this. But I'm really really tired... Getting desperate... God,save me please...

我不难过

2010-07-28T22:14:00.002+08:00

我只能说被爱，是幸福的。
任性的，自私的我在这么多的选择中，我选择了我自己。
谢谢你的爱，回忆和所有的东西，我真的觉得我有幸福过。
你要快乐，要幸福哦~

孙燕姿 - 我不难过
专辑:未完成
作词:杨明学作曲:李偲松

又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手
但我已不在你心中

我真的懂你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看着我说着你爱过别太伤痛
我不难过这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
就让我走让我开始享受自由
回忆很多你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞这会是我最后的宽容

抱紧我再抱紧我
这一份感动就请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头是非对错
就让它随风忘了所有过的比你快活

真的懂你不是喜新厌旧
不要再说或许这是最好的结果
现在分手总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手离开你左右
我向前走这会是我真正的解脱

Complicated.

2010-07-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

Complicated mood.
It's keep rolling and rolling in my heart for long time ago.
What should i do?
Nothing's going well after i be here.
Did i make a wrong decision?
Time won't rolling back and let me make the right decision again.
But i hopefully time can roll back...

一个人

2010-07-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

一个人继续努力，勇敢的往前走吧！
这世界上没有说谁没有了谁是不能活下去的！
就如帷帷说的：”雨后必有美好的天空“
但是，
我的美好天空几时才会出现呢？

人就是这样

2010-07-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

这里口口声声说想你，爱你，那里就把别人紧紧拥入怀里。
可是我已经没有资格去生气，去妒嫉。
人就是这样。

Single life

2010-07-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

Guess what? I'm single now! ><

辛苦

2010-03-19T15:57:00.002+08:00

在NZ，很冷，现在天气渐渐转凉，进入初秋。冷到晚上还没睡觉都要盖两份被，先暖暖身子。手脚都冻僵了，就连膝盖都会痛。在这里其实除了经济，福利等这些东西，我觉得还是没比马来西亚好。这里娱乐，购物商场都很少，天气又变化无常。

可能是我运气不好，遇到一个变态的老板。工作说是说六天，但是我休息的那天分成半天半天在周末，间接来说我是不算有休息，可是工钱一样的少。很后悔选到这份工，全部东西和当初说的都不一样。工作时间明明是凌晨五点到下午五点半却说是早上十一点到晚上九点半，工作上的细节也和当初说的不一致，真的快疯了。这个老板什么都不本领，最本领就是催促我，说我手脚慢，挑我的错处，故意弄肮脏桌子或地上，要我再次清理干净。真的没见过那么变态的人，海南人就是这样-头疯。真的是#￥%—*O*—%￥#%￥###￥￥%%，诅咒他十八代祖宗！

最难过的还是晚上，能睡都一直醒来，不能睡得安稳，不然就是睡不下在想家，我真的真的希望我现在有一扇随意门，让我可以随时回到马来西亚的家，看我的家人，看我的BB，看我的朋友，我真的真的好想你们……我好想要回家。

Leaving.

2010-03-08T03:08:00.003+08:00

Another 4days and 5hours. I gotta leave here. The place i lived for 22years. What feeling should i have among sad. I leaving my home sweet home, my beloved mom and family, best buddy Wei Shien, Soon, Piu, Dai Loi JT, Africa guy AY...and of course my BB Edward.

Actually when i was young. I always dream about to go other country by myself. To look around the world, how is other place look like, how is the local people and bla bla bla... Now is the chance but i feel reluctant. It's so complicated. I just gotta grow up and become more mature on minds. Not making trouble to my family. Buddha please bless me everything go smooth. I really don't want to make trouble.

失望 Disappointed

2010-02-04T03:15:00.003+08:00

在一起那么久,都不曾吵大架.今天终于吵了.其实是我先发脾气,你们一定会说我不应该乱发脾气的.可是我忍了那么多,这个我真的忍不到.

他和那个K女认识很久了,还有另一个叫M女,在我认识他之前就很熟了.但是,他们是网友,只在MSN和FS聊天过,三人不曾见过面.曾有很多次他们都提议说要出来见面可是都不了了之.过后就认识了我,追求我...很快就在一起了.

他们的提议过了那么久,终于在去年的某一天,在M女的生日达成了.M女生日派对在POPPY那里庆祝.不晓得他真的想我去认识她们,还是怕一个人赴约很闷,还有他不会去POPPY,他一直都拉我去.结果我就跟去了.

当晚去到哪里,M女已经被灌得蒙查查了,只有K女清醒,由于K女也不熟悉M女的朋友,就相邀几个认识的朋友和我出去舞台跳舞.起初我觉得K女人还蛮随和的也很开放,就和她玩玩(我当晚都没有clubbing mood).当晚的情形就这样,没啥特别的,我和他也很快就回家了.

那天过后,他偶尔会提起K女的近况或什么的,他说我就听.他们俩是朋友,我也没阻止他们的联络,毕竟结婚了或还没的男女都有交朋友的自由,我无权过问也不能管束,我很尊敬人权的.

某一个星期六晚上,我在他的家吃饭,就在那里逗留到十一,二点的.他的电话SMS响了,我就看是谁的信息,竟然发现K女的信息写着"baby,where r u?".我顿时僵住,有个冲动想问他这是什么意思,但是我停着了,毕竟在别人的家,在人家面前发脾气是很不应该的,就只把电话扔在沙发上,不作声.他还问我是谁SMS来,我答说不知道.他看了SMS后就很惊讶的说:"baby?!?!为什么叫我baby??她一定是傻了."我再次不作声,笨蛋都会知道我不爽了啦!他还回复她,她又回复来说:"nola,jz ask.".他还拿手机在我面前晃意识叫我看,我看了就随便答道:"今天星期六嘛,可能问你在哪里泡咯~".(现在回想起,为啥我那时那么大方不耍脾气?????)

过后不久,他一直提K女的事情,近况什么的一大堆,我只说:"是么?so???"或者"我不知道"或者"我不想管"之类的话.然后他没再提了.

上个星期五(30/01/2010),他必须一个人看店,就想着带我去陪他,我去了.在店里,他又开K女的FB给我看,说她又上载一些很性感的照片,我看了就反个白眼说:"她不是每次都是上载性感的照片的嘛,有什么出奇?".他又兴致勃勃的提她的事,我还是给上次的反应,他就很快就关了.

直到今天,我也不晓得什么事,我突然想看看那K女的FB,就去了(我没加她).我就按了他给我看的那张性感照,我在comment中看到他写说:"BIBI,y sooooooooo sexy??? hahahahaha bite u oni know!!(24/01/2010)".我好像顿时失去知觉,脑袋空白,听不见别的声音,就这句话一直在重复又重复.我只可以说他堆积那么久的信任与安全感完全崩溃.他和我在一起快一年了,为什么还可以叫别的女生这样的称呼???上次那个信息我不是没感觉的!!我脑袋就只想到我不想见这个人,不想跟他讲话,MSN,SMS,也不想听他的电话,就block掉所有他的通讯.

到傍晚开始,他知道我在避开,生气他,他就发狂似的烦所有我的朋友及表兄弟姐妹,直到我表妹告诉他为什么我生气,他还辩说他们俩只是普通朋友,要求我听他解释,这样一直缠扰到十一点我回到家,他已经在等我了,再和我解释.最终我们还是和解了.毕竟他为我做那么多的事我不是没眼看的.但是我还是不满意他的解释,他是解释不出我生气的原因.他一直解释说的都是这几个东西:
1)我和K只是朋友,
2)我对你的爱你不是不知道,
3)我要鬼混不必要等到现在,
4)那个昵称早在认识前就有了
5)K是个啦啦妹嘛,就写这些来酸她,不然我们还有什么话题?

第1我还相信.因为我都知道他的作息时间,我没要求他事事报道但他还是把大部分的告诉我.
第2我也知道,不止我,连我朋友及表兄弟姐妹都知道.
第3还好,他以后的机会大多的是,但是他还是说绝对不会发生.希望如此.
第4我真的很失望,我问他:"昵称早就有了为什么不告诉我?不告诉我也可以改吧?"他答不出
第5我真的真的很想知道,他写这些留言给K时,为什么没有想过我看了会怎么样?他还是答不出

第4和第5 是我最在意的他都答不出...他很早就看到了那张性感照(24/01/2010)就留言了,还敢在(30/01/2010)在店给我看(可惜那天没有去看留言).我真的很无助,我却又原谅了他.但是这一次我真的很失望.我不能入睡....我只希望赶快到农历新年,让我快乐一些...

Joblessssssss

2010-01-10T01:35:00.003+08:00

Long time no continue my blog. Thanks for Sony Centre my previous job made me so busy. Busy until my mom also not recognize me. XD Just kidding. It really busy. Even no time to go paktou if i don't "sacrifice" my sleep time. So i decide to resign without any backup job. Yesh,I'm jobless now! HA HA!

Why i ciao away so fast from Sony Centre? Cause there is low paid + long hours working. It really made me mad. Gotta fight sales with colleague. Got the 80k sales only RM 100 incentive. CHI XIN. My basic payment more funny. Guess it's how much i get? RM 550 per month. Yesh,you are right. It's RM 550. Means i work every hours for RM 2.6+ per hour. More cheaper than McD! OT is RM 3.975 per hour. =.=||| Other people cincai work OT also got RM 5!

Working hours in shopping mall sure long hour. But here kind of harshly. I only got 1hour per day to get rest. Even i work from 10am to 10pm. I just can eat lunch OR dinner for whole day. No shift for us if there is not enough worker. Means i gotta work from 10am to 10pm everyday if my colleague take leave or MC.

Very bad is... I lost an old car at my work place. T.T This really made my family mad. All saving is gone for get a new car and now lost the old one. Fuck those who steal it away. 凸(-_-)凸

So i think there is a very bad place for me to work. Then i just gone. LOL! But i appreciate for who teach me a lot of things like attitude, knowledge and bla bla bla... Especially is Nicholas. He is the most friendly and kind people on that company. Even he talk a lots. XD Of course my branch manager also. Jeffri. He also teach me and help me a lot. Thanks again. I know they won't see this. But i still want to post it to here. He he..

Okay, it's late. I'll continue the blog as soon as possible and I'm free until i get a new job. LOL!

Life? Destined?

2009-09-29T00:11:00.004+08:00

I wonder why there are so much careless doctor out there and they can rich like a fat cow,eat well and sleep well. Why the life of a good people are very short? Like what we said human are so "Chemistry" (in chinese is "人真的很化学"). Life can be easy come and go.

Recent i feel i like sit on a roller coaster. Go up and down. Very happy cause my little nephew "come" to this world safely and my sis are safe and well too. But sudden feel very bad about my bro-in-law's sister had past away and she leave her new born son and a 3years old daughter.

My sis "bring" his son come when 12nd October 2009. We all hope so long to that day. Finally he come by operation. The baby got 3.3KG. Quite tall cause got 51CM. And look like his both parent. Mouth and nose look like mammy, the forehead just like daddy. Got an big eyes and its double-fold! Sure very handsome. Ha ha ha...

When we all are so happening about this. My bro-in-law's sister are feeling unwell about her heart. She got the heart problem since she get born. But she don't really like ko-kurikulum and activities so they all doesn't notice until she gave birth her first daughter (she is 30years old) by the natural way. The very famous heart specialist told her that her heart has holes and its getting big cause she natural gave birth. Gotta take operation as fast as possible. Of course they take what specialist told them. Very fast she got the operation succeed and living well with her husband and the daughter.

January 2009,she pregnant "accidentally" (she use to not to pregnant for her own health good). They went to the heart specialist and get the consultant. The specialist said :" You got the operation by me, natural gave birth is very safe for you. You even can gave birth 2 more children by natural way,its not a problem.". So they don't think want to do the abortion and no more worries.

September 2009,she feeling her heart are "abnormal". Can't breath well and beat very fast like she is running, running and running. She back to the Gynecology and heart specialist and specialist said :"its normal to a pregnant lady." After that her whole body getting edema(normally is foot and leg get edema only). She go back to the Gynecology and heart specialist again and the specialist said:" its normal.". The specialist are not do anything just give the consultant.

22nd September,she feeling hard to breath. Her husband bring her to the specialist again. The specialist are not there. So the hospital staff bring her go to have a heart scan. Here comes the bad bad news: half of her heart already no function,mean "half died". Same thing,gotta have operation as fast as possible. We all get shock when got the news.

Second day, They go back to have a discussion about the operation. They wait there around 2 or 3hours(emergency case still want to wait so long) until 6pm something and the specialist said:"Oh,its over office hour,anything we talk tomorrow morning."and go away. They all(her family) mad about this but they still wait for the specialist.

The third day,early in the morning,they wait the heart specialist meeting with the Gynecology specialist. Once she meet the specialist, they said:"we refuse to give you operation cause you will die." All the family member are stunt. Wait so long just to get a answer like this. Who else won't mad?

My bro-in-law "beh ta-han" and bring his sis away to another specialist. The another specialist said: "There are a private hospital and the charges are very expensive to this kind of case,you better go to the government's hospital." At last they went to UKM and have the operation to take out the baby at the fourth day. The operation are succeed. The baby are healthy and she is well too. What a good news!! They both are safe!! But til the fifth day,she look very very "white" and she breath harder although got machine to help her. Another bad news come:her kidney no function at the time(after the operation the body need 72hours to maintain) and the lung filled in some water. The hospital trying to rescue her and do the dialysis. That's the time,she "gone" and "back"(回光返照) 3times. But she still gone. She even haven't hold and see clearly her new born son. She really very bad luck and pity. No one notice that her heart problem whole life. Is it destined or careless about the doctor? Wish her rest in peace.

Big day for the Bf

2009-08-20T14:43:00.006+08:00

16/8 is his big day. We just have dinner at the apartment. We usually hang out at beside - the sanctuary. Never the try the food at the apartment. LOL The food okay lar. Nothing special. After the dinner,we have the cake session at the house. He said this is the sweetest birthday ever. Just the two of us. But i felt guilty cause never plan anything for him. =x Sorry dear.
Here is some pic took that day. Enjoy =)

The Big Boy.

The Cake.

The Big Boy with the Cake.

The Big Boy with me. ^^

霉运不要来~

2009-07-20T15:45:00.002+08:00

我的好运你在哪里？？？最近这几个星期很不好过，总是有事接踵而来。感情，友情，爱情，亲情和自己。。。。真的很迷茫，不知要怎么解决。不过我觉得是时间的问题而已，什么事情都会好起来的。

开始时是我妈妈和姐姐们发现了我与他的问题，拼死反对这一段感情，妈妈一直劝我放弃，外面还有很多宽大路选的，为什么要选一条那么难走的路？我自己争执了几天，没睡好也没吃好。很多朋友都给了我一些意见，但是决定还是在我的手上，无论我做怎么样的决定，他们都会支持我。我真的很感谢我有这些朋友，尤其是顺，JT与AY。他们给最多意见了（因为是最八的XD，开玩笑的）。虽然没和他分手，但是家人还得面对，现在回到家里都觉得很陌生，因为为了他妈妈生气我了，希望妈妈会尽快看到他的好，对他另眼相看。

再来就是生病，这几个星期总觉得自己好像要生病了，我就喝很多的水和不吃煎炸的食物。哪知道那天休息，去吃QQ生锅=.="，当天晚上喉咙就痛了，真的是自己“拿来衰”。

上个星期六晚上，我煞车不及撞坏了别人的车子。驾车那么久了，这是我第一次发生意外。对方车主算是好人吧，只要我赔五百块，他自己会搞定。五百块赔了，但还要给“三曼”三百块咧！朋友及亲戚都说我很厉害选车来撞，加入是普通的车子就不必那么贵了。但是最惭愧的是我驾的那辆国产车，外面看不会很伤，里面就。。。算啦，大家“心照”吧。公司打算把车子卖了，我想我没再像以前那样要去哪里就哪里了，唉。。。

这就是我这几个星期以来的倒霉运，希望现在开始会再好运起来呗！生命要努力，加油，加油，加油！

P/S：再次谢谢朋友们的支持哦！我也会支持你们的~！

MJ the legend (1958 - 2009)

2009-06-27T02:49:00.004+08:00

Our King of Pop had dead and gone when 26th June 2009. He was 50. Never think he goes so fast. Cause he still prepare for his concert.
His legendary dancing - moon walk. I think all people also heard about it.

I got watch this before. Cause my uncle bought it. It still is a LD that time but don't know where it goen now.

Dangerous also one of the best song he got. It's really nice.

MJ,may you rest in peace. Your song will live with us forever even you already not here. You will always be remember.

Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen.

2009-06-27T01:58:00.005+08:00

I'd waiting for so long for this. Finally it released on 23ed June 2009 and i can't wait. I already watch it on wednesday. xD It's awesome! I do love transformers. lolx

After the movie,i saw the cap that selling at the cinema. So i just bought it. I like the purple logo.

Tadaa~! Here is it.

Wow,happy happy.

Me with the Decepticons.

He with the Autobots.

Malas...

2009-06-19T00:54:00.006+08:00

Yea...i'm "malas"(meaning lazy in malay) to blog...lolz! So wait untill now only update my blog.

Went to Bukit Tinggi last tuesday with my hubby. Here is our photo. The apartment we stay. The Apartment borrow by my hubby's best buddy - Li Ann's aunty. Thanks a lot. There's a nice place. (=
We departed at evening cause i gotta work that day. When we reached to the apartment already night. We put our thing to the apartment then go out to dinner. After that,we heading to Genting for movie. We took 2hours to Genting cause our "best tour guide" go to the wrong direction. We went to BENTONG!!! =.= My hubby keep scolding him "gao gao". But the girls in his car totally don't know what happen. Aiks,be clever girls. easy get cheat lar... We took some photo at Genting and watch "Night At The Museum 2". This is the second time we watch it. Why? Cause Genting no much choice. All the girls havent watch so watch it again. Genting movie ticket very expensive. RM12 per person. No choice.

Back to the apartment already 3am. After the supper session all sleep like pig. Lol. The next day,i prepared all the breakfast for them. Then we went to the water fall/river to relax and swim at the pool too. (= *i love swim* Thereafter,we just back home. It's really relax although the time we spend at there only less than 24hours. I need sometime to relax myself. Life in the city and work felt stress.

Here are the photo of the trip. Enjoy =P

This is the apastment we stay.

The girls of the trip.

Me and him.

Our guide tour - Li Ann.

Me.

The next day at the river.

Photo

2009-05-18T03:13:00.006+08:00

After i finish my last post. I just realize that i didn't upload any photo from my sister wedding. I don't have the photo cause of my "smart" bro-in-law. He got all the photo in his laptop from the camera man after his wedding. But, he put his laptop in the car and the laptop stolen by some bad guy! Grrr,so i can't have any photo of the wedding! What the hell...

But here still got some wedding dress shoot. I just got this to upload.

My Sister's Register Day 05052009

2009-05-18T01:37:00.009+08:00

Here's the love bird

My pretty sister and her husband

* Fast fast sign,if not lost a treasure*
*快的签，唔系就走宝喇~*

* I also fast fast sign,if not who take care me and my son ar?*
*我都快的签，唔系geh话边个照顾我同BB丫?*

*Yeah, You are mine! You can't run away from me*
*耶，你系我geh喇!你走唔甩加喇!*

The Witness
征婚人

We got the cert now

Group photo
From left : My mum, Elder sister Denise, Brother-in-law Jeff, Jeff's mum and my grandma

After the registration, my bro-in-law bring us to PJ have lunch. It's a seafood restaurant. There's a lot of seafood there that i haven't eat and see before. It's a happy and fun afternoon to me cause i saw a lot of "odd" seafoods there. Actually is i'm the person with a very limited outlook so i said it's "odd". Haha =x

Well, don't misunterstand. This is GEODUCK. Not the things that between guy leg. But it's look just like that things. WAHAHA =p

This is TURBOT fish from French.

* Spider Crab is my name but i'm can't shuttled in the city like spiderman.*

Do you ever see the White Crab?

WAHAHA, this is the lobster that already in our stomach. (But now already in the spetic tank)

My pretty sis.

The SENG's family.

Jeff's mum, my mum and my grandma.

My pretty sis again.

My handsome bro-in-law (My sis said so)

HAHA. Finally is me.

Steamboat for cook the lobster's meat.

Lobster sashimi

Oyster~

I'm feel very happy cause my elder sis found her love one and have a wonderful life wit bro-in-law. I wish my sis got her happiness forever. I do love my sis very much but sometimes just got differ in the opinions and attitude. I will try my best to think more mature and behaved myself. Not let mum and sis to be worry. I hope so.

这就是马XX亚的交通警察

2009-04-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

今天还真是难过，一点四十分已经出门的我，想着可以在二十分钟内从selayang到kepong去上班（两点才进的）。哪知道，到了warta哪里，塞车塞到XXX这样！！我用了超过三十分钟的时间，从selayang的交通圈（来过selayang的人都知道这个交通圈的）去到MRR2高架天桥！！我的天！到了高架天桥的红绿灯哪里，我看见了交通警察，我还想着有救星了，哪里知道交通瘫痪的起源就是交通警察！你他爷的！我看见交通警察时正好要让路给从KL转到BT CAVES去，于是我们就乖乖的看交通警察的指挥。五分钟过去了，我还在耐心的等待；又一个五分钟过去了，我开始有些不耐烦，因为平时的红绿灯并没有那么就的；又一个五分钟过去了，我开始碎碎念；又一个五分钟过去了，我已经是开始暴躁了，你他爷的，就不能让我们先过吗？整个selayang在赛车就因为你这个交通警察不让我们过去！！（是真的，我住selayang二十年就没这么赛车过！！）；又一个五分钟过去了，我开始抓狂了，那交通警察的什么亲戚什么祖宗十八代都给我数臭了，他还是没让我们过！！！啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~！！！！我迟了整个小时去做工啦！！这是他才甘愿让我们过了，T.T。
真是显。。。还好老板还没到公司，不然。。。

Earth HOUR!!

2009-03-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

8.30PM local time. Wherever you live on planet earth.

It's the earth hour now. Did you turn your light off??? I do =)

第一次被抢劫...

2009-03-27T00:57:00.002+08:00

我和朋友刚吃完夜宵，正要去取车。这时有一位华裔男子向我们走来，并拿出一张有写上住家地址的纸，问我们要怎样去到这个住家。当时我们并不以为然，想着他一样是华裔所以没怎么防备。哪知道他突然亮出手枪说要打劫，我不知怎么的推了匪徒一下，想把他推倒后逃跑。我的确把他推倒了，可是手枪还在他的手里，就‘碰，碰’两声，我感觉不到我的脚了。我朋友看了就冲向匪徒奏了一拳，匪徒倒下后手枪也被踢飞了，他们就在打架了。我往脚下一看，我双脚都是血，中枪的伤口还血如泉涌，可是我一点都没感觉，脑海里空白一片，然后就晕过去了。很快的，我那里一晕这里就惊醒来了。我发现我躺在自己家的床上，我双脚都没事，原来只是一场恶梦。我一生里不曾遇过抢劫，当然，我不要发生这样的事故，还好只是梦一场。

最近不知怎么了，白天发生了什么或看了或做了比较深刻印象的事情，过后晚上睡觉就会梦到。这个匪徒的事情是在某网站上看了一个抢劫的片段后才梦见的。大概最近有点压力吧，之前一直梦见我在工作，觉得睡觉和工作没两样，好累哦...

R is Rock!!!

2009-03-15T02:05:00.005+08:00

Hmmm....quite hard..like what Helen always said..SKILL huh??? kekekekekke~

Rules : Simply use the first letter of your name/nickname as your answer for each questions. You can't use any answer twice and don't use your own name for questions 3 & 4.

1. What is your name: Roxanne
2. A four letter word: Rock and Roll!!
3. A boy's name : Rick
4. A girl's name : Rose
5. An occupation : Radio DJ!!
6. A color : Rose Metallic
7. Something you wear : Ring
8. A type of food : Roast chicken???
9. Something found in the bathroom: Rubber ducky! =P
10. A place : Richlands,Virginia
11. A reason for being late : Restless
12. Something you shout : Repeat please
13. A movie title : Rattatouille
14. Something you drink : Red Wine
15. A musical group : Rolling Stone
16. A street name : Raja Laut,KL
17. A type of car : R8,Audi
18. A song title : Right now (Na Na Na) by Akon
19. A verb : Rope

Annoying

2009-03-15T01:32:00.002+08:00

Is there crack a Pc game is very hard to you??? I don't know how to do it before. Then i just online search or find it out myself. So now,i do know how to do it.

But why there is some people out there don't want to do it themselve? Why all the people don't know how to do it even give a very cleary instrution?? The disc title always have a very clearly instrution.

How to find a cd-key? Can you just explore the disc, see clearly there is a folder named "CRACK" and inside got a file or a text file named "KEYGEN". Is it very hard to do? If there is don't have a "CRACK" folder mean this thing are already pre-crack. Don't come back and ask again the same stupid question. If there is really not work only go back to the shop and ask for it.

It always have a folder name "CRACK" inside the disc. Just copy and paste into the program file. What?? You don't know how to copy and paste?????!!!! Okay,fine. You can go up to the nearest highest building and jump down.

Fine

2009-03-04T01:28:00.004+08:00

*This is the little piggy he brought for me.*

Hi, I'm fine.

Last time told you all. I'm in love. We're goin well and i felt super sweet all the time with him. xD

He treat me very good. Can said better then my ex. I never felt so happy.

Not want to "晒命" here but just tell what i feel.

Hehehe...

But there is some more problem that i gotta face soon.

Wish can get over it smoothly. =)

Fast Food of Love

2009-02-20T02:24:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog. Well, somebody complain about it. Why always post lyrics? Errmmm,i just want to share the song that i think it's nice. So i post it here. But i don't know what you guys think about it. Maybe you guys are don't care about it at all. So untill now i never get some respond. :S HAHA...

Anyway,I just in love with someone. Since last time break with my ex. I never felt to date with someone. Even i got a lot of people are trying to chase me. Those peopls i already know them long time. Know what people they are and know a lot of things about them. But i never say yes to them. Last time i tried to "chase" someone. Erm, yea. I think is me to "chase" cause i ask at first. But at last,we are no news. :S

I always told my friends :"Never date with somebody that you not know them well.". And now, i broke what i said to my friends. I have no any excuse cause there is always no excuse. Ok, intro something about him now. His name is Edward (Of course not Edward Cullen lar although i wish xD). I don't know why we going so fast. Actually i just know him around 1 month. Fast huh?!?! I don't know how long that i can go on with him. But i do believe the things are always EASY to come, EASY to go.

Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

2009-02-20T02:20:00.002+08:00

Oh baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh baby can't you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?

Oooh...You set my soul alight
Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

Oooh...You set my soul alight
Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(sucked into the supermassive)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy

2009-02-06T03:11:00.003+08:00

Say my name, and his in the same breath,
I dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames (flames)

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
pawn shop, I'm trading up (trading up)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Said-a, I don't care just a-what you think,
As long as it's about me, you said-a
I don't care just what you think,
As long as it's about me, you said-a
I don't care (I don't care)
You said I don't care (I don't care)
Said I don't care,
I don't care
I don't care (I don't care), I said-a
I don't care

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I'm not happy right now!!

2009-02-06T02:17:00.002+08:00

Yea,i am not happy right now. Because of my job. I never feel so strongly that i want to change my job and i can't wait to leave my recently company. I don't want to stay in shop or office anymore. So, i do skip my work few times. I just give an excuse to my boss when i skip my work. I never wait my boss approve then i straight away not go to work. I done wrong? Maybe but i just don't care.

What that i not stastify about? Is tha paid, the post, the time and the content about my job. When i join this company,my boss did tell me about the job. Just accounting, and some admin job. So he give the pay quite reasonable at first cause accountant never have get pay more than 1.*k(i just got spm cert. and no experience). After i work for him 1 month,my job become sales + accounting + admin + personal assistant. WTF?!?!

My working hours become long and longer. I work from 10 - 1 or 2 -11 when weekdays, 11 - 11 when weekends and public holidays. And i work from weekdays to weekends,weekends to public holidays(got1 day off when weekdays lar...). And there is no OT for me. Some of my friend said : " Wah, where got admin or accountant work on wekends and public holidays 1????Are you sure you're an accountant + admin only ar??" =.= I have nothing to answer my friends.

But my boss do kind lar..He borrow me his old iswara to drive cause i have no transport to work and got allowence for the petrol and MC. But i don't think that can consider to the salary lo... Nevermind,I bear it untill i get my bonus. But he made me totally dissapoint when i get it. Maybe i am very lucky cause i still got bonus but i do not stastify about it. haizzzz.....

I'm more feel helpless now cause my boss hired another girl to take over my job. But i haven't tell him i want to resign. So my job become more complicated now. T.T I feel so sad.... haiz....

Happy Chinese 牛 year ~

2009-01-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

It's Chinese 牛 year now. I here by to wish healthy, luck and happiness always together with all my family and friends. Again,

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!

现在正是农历新年，我在此祝大家身体健康，好运连连，心想事成。

新年快乐!

Lack of Money!!!

2009-01-09T01:43:00.003+08:00

I was lack of money because i over spend and just get a medical card from Allianz. Walao, the medical card i gotta pay 400 every month. My salary... T.T But it still good for me lar... because i always over spend my money to buy somethings that not necessary. =.= I know is my fault, don't blame me. I just out of control. xP Start from this year, the first thing that i want to do is control my money. So..... It's start now. Gambatea!!! Aza aza~~!!

國境之南 - 海角七號

2009-01-06T19:23:00.002+08:00

如果海會說話

如果風愛上砂
如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假
我會聆聽浪花

讓風吹過頭髮
任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩
非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終於懂得 (也許天氣永遠會那麼熱)

Chorus:

當陽光再次回到那　

飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事　

再接下去說完
當陽光再次離開那　

太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　

在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

Repeat chorus

生活不对...

2009-01-06T01:20:00.003+08:00

不知道为什么，最近觉得有很多事情都不对。工作不对，时间不对，机会不对，人事不对，心理不对，思想不对，时机不对，感情不对......所有事情都不对就是了。还是，不对的是我自己呢?

Brand new me in the brand new year

2009-01-02T02:42:00.003+08:00

It's 2009 now and here is the brand new me. Forget all the unhappy in the pass and ready to fight for my future, challenge something new and I want to achieve my things in this year. It's do a lot of things that i unable to explain here. Roxanne, fight for your future!! Aza aza!! Fighting!! Anyway, wish all my friend have a happy new year here. =)

27 December 2008

2009-01-02T02:06:00.004+08:00

A day that have much things happened. Don't worry. All are good things. =)

First thing, one of my cousin - Jianming is came back from London. He is a handsome guy. His face just look like a foreigners and he is tall. I guess he got 180cm++. This time he come back for his girl friend - Monique. Because Jianming and his family are have visit to Monique's hometown for one week.

Second thing, my another cousin - Jasper is having his birthday party at Euphoria with his friend. He did invite me go. So i just went there. Euphoria,not bad. It have 2 different type song in the club. The main is playing Trance, Electro. The basement is playing R n B. Guess what, i saw Dj Ssense there. He being a Dj in the R n B room. It's still have a place like bar,so you can have talk to with your friend at there. By the way, I guess i will go again for the "vibrating" dance floor. You can feel the beat under your feet. Syiok nya~~ xDD

The place we sitting. Quite private.

Brand new BMW 5 series. It do different with the old one.

Third thing and it's last, my dearest elder sis got her 3rd car in her life. BMW 5 series with M sport body kit. Damn, I want to have one too~!!! It's damn high tech. Build in GPS, handphone loud speaker funtion, and etc.After my sis get the car, she just call me and ask me go to have a look to her new car. ISSHHHH........so "hao lian" =.= I haven't try it out because my sis is rushing to his husband hometown after she got the car. =( But sure she will let me try soon. Ngek ngek ngek~

Christmas Gift

2009-01-02T01:30:00.004+08:00

I got christmas gift this year(2008). I never get any gift in the pass christmas. So this is the first christmas gift i got. What is the gift? The Stitch in the photo. It's a toy that have solar energy funtion. The Stitch will keep "goyang" his head when i put it under the light. Thank the person who present me this. I like it so much. =D

Yes is a new NO!! Yes Man (2008)

2008-12-25T13:12:00.007+08:00

I was watch this flim with my cousin at 21/12 2.10am. ZzZzz... i was feel so damn sleepy cause it a midnight show! 2am!! What the..... But lucky that this is a comedy flim and it's act by Jim Carrey. I still can finish it. =D I like Jim's flim start when 90's. I can't remember what is the name but he is damn funny. After that i watch all over his flim.

This flim is talk about a guy named Carl Allen (Jim Carrey) is a "NO" man. He life is boring and he say "NO" to everythings until he sign up a self-help programbased on one simple covenant : say "YES" to everythings and anythings. Unleashing the power of "YES" begins to transform his life amazing and unexpected way.

I like Zooey in this flim so much especially is her hair~ I guess i will go and have a hair cut. =P Zooey Deschanel as Allison in Yes Man. In the flim she look so cute and i like the way she act. I felt that she look like Katy Perry in some way.

Who is Katy Perry?? The girl who sang the "opposite" song - Hot 'n Cold. Haha... This song is damn funny when i'm first listening it in radio. Except Hot 'n Cold, I found that I Kissed A Girl also a nive song. Her voice are so wild and hot. I like it so much. xDD Look, how hot is her. Here come with the "opposite" song lyric.

You change your mind

Like a girl changes clothes

Yeah, you PMS like a bitch

I would know

And you always think

Always speak cryptically

I should know

That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync

The same energy now's a dead battery

Used to laugh 'bout nothing

Now you're plain boring

I should know

That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor

Got a case of a love bipolar

Stuck on a rollercoaster

Can't get off this ride

You change your mind

Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

Top Gun (1986)

2008-12-15T00:42:00.002+08:00

I just watch this movie few days ago. After that i only realize that is a 80's movie and the main character is Tom Cruise. =.=

The film follows LT Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, a young Naval aviator who aspires to be a top fighter pilot in the United States Navy Fighter Weapons School, which trains the top 1% of all Naval aviators. Maverick gets his chance to attend the school after one pilot drops out, allowing him and his RIO (Radar intercept Officer, the "back seater" in the two-man F-14) LTJG Nick "Goose" Bradshaw to train with the best.

But i can't see that is in 80's except the background of the movie. I mean the screen shot that capture on the air craft is damn nice!!! I can't believe that 80's technology were so nice. Maybe i'm stupid cannot find it out lar.... >.<"

The main character, Tom Cruise. I really cannot believe that is him! Because he was so "leng cai" in the movie!! Aii, Tom ar Tom. Why you look so perfect in that movie ar? Now???? Became a "lou Tom" (老Tom) already. xDD

Anyway, you guys should go and watch this movie. It's really damn nice. Or else, go see how "leng cai" is 老 Tom. muahahhaa~

Malacca and D-paradise,Malacca

2008-12-08T21:56:00.010+08:00

I gone to Malacca and D-paradise for two days. It's a trip plan by my cousin. Thanks her a lot for her deligently to plan this. We all 6 persons went together at 7/12 morning and stay at D-paradise for 1 night. Wah, D-paradise! Sound like really at paradise but it's not. =.="

D-paradise was a tropical fruits world and aboriginal native village. It's a lot of type of fruits inside the "orchard" but no aboriginal native people. =.=" Almost all the workers are from Bali. Only some malays are work inside.

Here come some of the trip photo took by my phone. We still took a lot of photo by my cousin's camera. I will ask for post here soon.

Malacca town
Suddenly saw people selling those at malacca.

Sungai Malacca

Where is this and what is this?

It's a place that eat "Chicken rice ball". Very famous there. It's delicious but look out for your folk and spoon. It's scare all of us when we clear it by tissue paper. =.="

It's Malacca Jonker Walk. So many people here.

The place we eat "Chicken rice ball" out door.

See,a lot of peaple are waitting outsite.

It's gonna rain.

On the way to walk back to take car cause we park quite far from the Jonker Walk.

Blek. Self shot.

On the way to find our car. Actually we lost the direction.

Long way to go larrrrrrrrr~~

Aiks,walk to the wrong way tim,now turn back =.="

Take some photo sin~

Self-shot again ><"

Ha~ finally we found the way. Here is 1 of the brigde at Sg. Malacca.

The brigde still under constrution. After i took this photo is start rainning. We all run to the car and get to the D-paradise. We are late to check-in and missing some activities that D-paradise arrange to us. D-paradise quite far from town. It's take an hour to go there from town.

D-paradise pass.

The view outside the room.

Our bed. The room quite small so i can't take the view to see the whole room. Actually nothing special in the room. =P

The view see from my balcony.

Toilet. So small laarrr~ can't take good shot here. ><

Eh, why toilet got door to go out 1 ??

Nah, it's a open air bath room. No worry, no people can see you when you taking bath. Only monkey on the tree can see. Why i'm so sure? Cause i tried =x (no lar, i tried to see another room one but it's really can't look to inside even how high place i stay at.)

Here are my aunties and cousins. Still one more cousin no take inside.

My aunty trying to drive the Buggy. You can rent it to go over all the place in D-paradise.

Wah,she driving fast larr ><"

Wah, it's quite high here.

It's getting dark.

Some don't know name fruits. =x

Ah, i know this. It's green lemon. xD

Some fruits are on there!!

Nah, here is the don't know name fruits. Really got a lot of type fruits here. There are a lot are import from another country like India, Philippine, Indonesia and etc. After we try the buggy we are going to have dinner. Too hungry, no take photo =.=" Actually no need take cause the food at there are "tasteless". =.=" We all really feel want to go back to Malacca town and eat. =.=" After the dinner, we are goin to take a ride to night safari. Not really a night safari. Whole way we just saw a bird, a crab and crocodile. =.=" (Last time i went to taman negara more animal to see lar~)

Depart to the night safari lo~

Aii,wait them to bring us. So slow larr~~

A huge Robber Crab import from Christmas Island,Australia. It is a world largest land crab. Biggest weight 5Kg each. It's really scare all of us when the worker catch it out. But it's not fierce. I still can touch it back. It's back is smooth =P I just took the crab. Another photo i need to ask from my cousin. After the night safari we all go back to the room and get rest. Here comes the day 2 photo. The breakfast prepare by them also no tasty. =.=" It got nuggert, hot dog, porrige, toast and etc. We continue to explore the orchard after the breakfast. And i found this. This is one type of cherry can plan in tropical place. It's sweet. =D yesh, i tasted it.

Deers.

I drive the buggy to explore the orchard. I took this when we going back to pack our things. It's time to check out.

They can't wait. So walk back to room. That's all the photo i took in my phone. Still got a lot photo i will upload soon. After check out we straight way back to KL. We all damn tired. all sleep in the car but my cousin gotta drive so can't sleep. =P Whatever lar, thanks her for fetvhing all of us.

Info about D-paradise click here.

But i'm not really suggest go there for trip. Quite disappointed =(

P/S: here come a quiz : what animal will die after you beat it 2 times? aswer was in my post up there =P

为你而活 - 神木与瞳

2008-11-28T21:04:00.003+08:00

Recently adidicted to this song.
Love it =P

神木与瞳 - 为你而活

看生命像阵风包不住的痛所以紧握双手

抬起头那流星般的笑容只不过坠落在心中

天空会裂缝我肩头添上的爱那麼久就不怕滂沱

用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

為了你而活為了你而梦為了爱我会撑到最后

当世界都乌有守著你的人是我

為了你而活為了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破

跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

不闪躲在这荆棘遍佈中那伤口会开出花朵

天空会裂缝我肩头添上的爱那麼重就不怕滂沱

用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

為了你而活為了你而梦為了爱我会撑到最后

当世界都乌有守著你的人是我

為了你而活為了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破

跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

為了你而活為了你而梦為了爱我会撑到最后

当世界都乌有守著你的人是我

為了你而活為了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破

跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

做善事就那么难吗?

2008-11-19T04:21:00.001+08:00

2008年11月17日

下午1点左右

下雨天

我独自一人驾车去工作，当时雨不是下得很大，但是我老爷车的镜子还是很蒙，不能清楚看到外面的路，所以我驾得很慢。

当我到了Jalan Ipoh Batu 7 (Selayang Auto City 前面) 那里时，我看见有一只狗被雨淋得像落汤鸡一样，并趴在路中心。它看上去像是被车子撞伤了，不能走到路旁就在那里趴着。

问题就出现了，我竟然犹豫要不要把它带到路旁，好让它不会被其他车子撞着。我在犹豫自己会不会沾到狗的味道，上班时会被同事笑；怕自己会被雨淋湿；怕自己会被其他车子撞着。犹豫犹豫着，我就到了Batu Cave的交通圈，这时我才做出决定，决定回去带那只狗到路旁去。

但是当我到回去时，那只狗已经不在了，我下了一跳。清楚看了一下，原来它已经被以为好心人带到路旁了，我才放下心来。

但是我开始觉得自己很可怕，为什么我不能第一时间做出决定。假如那只狗因为我的迟了一步并给车子撞死了，我会内疚一世。我曾经在同一条路上撞死一只狗，所以很清楚明白那种感觉。而且我家有饲养一只西施狗，为什么我不能一样看待它们?古语有云:"人之初，性本能善"，这时真的吗?做一件这样的小事就对自己来说就那么难吗?看来我还有许多要改进的地方了。

Lazy

2008-11-16T03:14:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog.

I been lazy in this pass few weeks. =P

Actually i'm quite busy for work now days.

Because one of my colleague will not back to work unless he find a new place to stay in our working area.

Wtf,man...

It's make me cannot work at morning shift!!

Gotta work untill very late only can back home.

I'm sick of it. Aikssss....

15th of November 2008

I forgot to bring my key out to work.

So i have no key to back home when night.

Normally my family will stay at home.

But this time they all gone out for my aunty's birthday at Cheras.

I have no choice so i stay in car and wait my family back.

Then i felt boring so sms one of my friend.

He ask me out to yum cha and accompany me to wait.

Wah,so touch neh~

Actually he felt boring too cause it's a saturday night!!

But no place to go xDD

ahahahhaa~

Joke =x

Here is the place we meet.

Old Town.

We took some stupid photo.

Erm,really stupid right?I felt that me in this photo look very weird.

What do you think?

Owh,it's very late now.

i'm gonna go to bed now.

Anyway,thanks for accompany me,Mr Siu Keong. =)

Good night and sweet dream to everyone.

Ciao~

Say (All I Need) by Onerepublic

2008-10-29T02:41:00.002+08:00

Do you know where your heart is?

Do you think you can find it?

Or did you trade it for something

Somewhere better just to have it?

Do you know where your love is?

Do you think that you lost it?

You felt it so strong, but

Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul

You're a lonely soul

Cause you won't let go

Of anything you hold

Well, all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

Do you know what your fate is?

And are you trying to shake it?

You're doing your best and

Your best look

You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul

You're a lonely soul

Cause you won't let go

Of anything you hold

Well, all I needIs the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

I said I all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

Do you think you can find it?

Better than you had it

Do you think you can find it?

Yeah, better than you had it

(Better than you had it)

I said I all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

I said I all I need

Is the air I breathe

And a place to rest

My head

Whenever the end is

Do you think you can see it?

Well, until you get there

Go on, go ahead and scream it

Just say it

Air Justin 2008 Live at Genting Star Arena

2008-10-22T00:12:00.010+08:00

Here comes the Air Justin 2008 Live Concert =)

No talk much

See the pic

Lazy type =PSexy dancers

Justin is rocking!!!!
豹哥 the band leader. He look like 黄秋生. Ahahahahah~

Sexy dancer again

busying take video and pic.

Close shot

Talk talk talk~
Nah~ he just infront of me
豹哥rock !!!
Yeah!!
Dance,dance,dance~

The concert not yet finish but my camera is out of battery.
Will upload more. Please wait =)
Thanks

上一次流泪

2008-10-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

那天　不小心洗去你口訊

才有欲哭的衝動

認清生疏了的情人

再也無權令手機接通

我應該　不記得為何你吸引

饒恕自己的不幸

但當我想到你的傳聞

這雙手竟再震

#人都分開了　唯有親手自己治療

如發洩是生理需要　為何眼淚會缺少

如能為你哭　哭得出眼淚

失眠　至少能睡

想起你如何不對　怎麼我還要追

原來上次哭　哭不出眼淚

感情　不進則退

感激我們成熟了

應知道流淚有罪

承受任何是非都能捱下去

我都想假裝只得一歲

為你當街的出走也說得過去

這一刻　不小心想到你的吻

難過但安守本份

為一個不愛我的壞人

我早得到教訓

Shien's Birthday Dinner

2008-10-18T04:07:00.005+08:00

This should post at 16 Oct 2008 but i late to post it out because of my lazinessss ~ xDD

Shien's birthday dinner held at Friendster cafe (Damansara Perdana). We use a very long time to decide where we should go for dinner. Finally she used my sister idea : having dinner at Friendster. =) But this dinner just Ky,Shien and me 3 best friends had togather. We don't want other people disturb 3 of us. I heard somebody said about the cafe are not really nice. But it really not bad for this outlet. Maybe other outlet are not good as here one.

Here are what we order that day. Shien's New Zealand Grilled Lamb Chop
Dinner plate serve on the table already still busying talk on phone. Really like a busy peaple.
Orange juice. She said this orange juice are great.

My Caramel Macchiato
English Fish and Chip
Hohoho~ my dinner and drink~
Ky's Hot Chocolate,i guess his aunty come today so need some hot drink xD
New Zealand Lamb Shank if i'm not wrong.

Actually it really nice to having dinner there. People less, nice enviroment, great music....

You all can come and have a look here if interester. =)

http://www.friendstercoffee.com/

Sunway Pyramid Outlet

Friendster Cafe & Restaurant Sunway Pyramid

OB K4, Oasis Boulevard

Main Entrance Sunway Pyramid Shopping Mall

No. 3 , Jalan PJS 11/15, Bandar Sunway

46150, Selangor Darul Ehsan. Malaysia.

Reservation : (603) 5631 4268

Facsimile : (603) 5635 4268

Damansara Perdana Outlet

Friendster Cafe & Restaurant Damansara PerdanaL

G01 & 01A, Plaza EmeraldJalan PJU 8/3A,

Damansara Perdana.47820 Petaling Jaya.

Selangor Darul EhsanMalaysia.

Cafe Business Hour:

10A.M. - 1A.M. (Weekday)

10A.M. - TILL LATE (Friday, Saturday, Public Holiday Eve & Public Holiday)

Restaurant Business Hour:

10A.M. - 12A.M. (Weekday)

10A.M. - 1A.M. (Friday, Saturday, Public Holiday Eve & Public Holiday)

Reservation : (603) 77 1000 35

Facsimile : (603) 77 1000 34

Ice Cream by DNS

2008-10-14T01:20:00.003+08:00

Talk to me

You speak with me

Don't sink before you rise baby

Don't fade away

You hesitate

You seem to wait

For all the time we had

Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be okay

We'll make it through the night

Don't wanna wake up in this state

I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same

and i know that we'll never change

Look i bought your favorite ice cream

I don't wanna see it to melts away

If you walk out now

I don't know if we could be the same

Baby just talk with me

Cause i want yo to stay here with me

The memories

The things we did

I locked inside my heart

Where i know i won't forget

And now, who's to say, we'll be okay

We'll make it through the night

Don't wanna wake up in this state

I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
and i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favorite ice cream
I don't wanna see it to melts away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

I like this song so much

Here to share with everyone ^^

Siao sister

2008-10-13T02:47:00.006+08:00

Last friday(10 Oct 2008),i went to 1Utama with my 2nd sister.
Cause both of us also want to buy some present for our friends.

My shienshien birthday coming soon. She told me she want a teddy bear =.= *How old are you already dai jie,still want hug teddy bear? or you wanna be Mrs. Bean??* xDD

So we decide to shop at morning and go back work at noon.

But,i though we just buy the present then can back to work.

We not only late to work. We spend OVER RM1000 that day!!!

What to spend so much? Nah,if i got money i'll buy myself a LV bag first.
What present that so expensive??

No no no no....

We bought something in the same day.

That's why we over spend. =.=

This is what i want to describe on this post.

First,

we go to PADINI CONCEPT STORE.

My sister and i always looking nice clothes there.

3 pair of sandal (3 * 16 = 48)

I don't know why the cashier give me this large size paper bag for carry this "3" pair of sandal. weird right??

My short pants. (white = 71.10, black & brown = 59)

Well,what you see??See it clearly larR~ It's size "S"!!! Ahahaha,i still can wear size "S" pant huh~ xD

Opss,it's just some "free" flyer from Astro when we on our way to Parkson.

I took it cause it's free a pen. ><

No la,it's got some interesting thing on the flyer.

Go http://www.citvasia.com/ and check it out.

It's really fun. I like detective games.

Ta-dah~ Here it's what my sister bought for her friend.

Anna Sui's perfume. Nice taste :D (190 whole set)

Nah,it's free give from the nice Anna Sui's promoter.

Thanks a lot.

This is an Eyelash Curler. It's cost 60 Ringgit!!

Why so expensice? You will know when you see the result.

It is my sister friend ask us help her to buy,so can't make an example to you see. *Sorry*

When we was on our way to having lunch. We saw Baleno. We deicide to have a look in it.

No wonder both of us bought 422.60 clothes there.

I think untill next year i already no need buy new T-shirt. xP

Here is what i bought in Baleno. Actualy that Polo T is under Balenor only.

Others is I.P. Zone and Samuel & Kevin.

It's really nice T-shirt there have. =P

I bought 2 polo T and 5 T-shirt. My sis bought it too.

and i bought an extra Jacket.

It's for my elder sister.

She said she have no jacket for bring on plane.

So i bought 1 for her. =D

Here is the Jacket i bought for her.

Last,I go to Converse to buy a pair of limited edition Shoe. =D

I love Converse. It's comfortable and cheaper.

This is the reason that i bought Converse's product.

Not over 1000 yet?

of course,i still got something can't show out.

So i just simply describe here la~

The things that can't show out is my sister bought a dinner dress in Parkson too.It's cost 399.

And me bought the present for shien.

I can't show it here larr.

Wait over her birthday sin.

She read my blog one. XD

Nah,over 1000 already right? =x Really siao.

Shhhh,don't let my others family member know about it.

Sis and i never told them we bought a lot.

If not,they sure "shoot" me. XD

Italy,Barcelona and London~

2008-10-09T03:17:00.009+08:00

Well, I'm not having vacation although i'm really wish to >.<
Is my elder sis and her hubby are going to Italy,Barcelona and London for their honey moon 2weeks!!
They also will go visit my dear cousin Jian Ming who stay at London now
Haha,sound very good huh~
I wish i can go together xD
I want to travel all the way and shop!!
Ahahahaa~guess what?? I'm a shopaholic~ (*piak* slap from my 2nd sis and she said: stop dreaming larr,wake up and finish your blog quickly!!I want to play game now!!)
Okay, here i go...

So,
I can't go travel now
Of course i asked my sis buy a lot of souvenirs come back for me *yeahooooooooo*
~\ (>o<)/~
First,i ask her buy Paul Frank at London

Paul Frank,Paul Frank,Paul Frank~~~~~~ xDD
I guess it will be more cheaper at there
I saw a lot of Paul Frank product in Malaysia
It's really nice and the PRICE more nice
That's why i never buy it

Second,i ask her buy handbag for me
What type and what brand of handbag??
Of course Louis Vuitton, Gucci or Burberry more better larr~
But she ask me pay myself =( No choice
I just ask her buy that she feel nice one lorr~
Not really want those famous high class brand

Third???
No more loo~
Not really that kind of greedy =)
Paul Frank, handbag and some souvenirs is more then enough larr sis
I know you love me, i love you too
Will take care your wallet geh =P
No need buy very expensive things for me
You know i never use as well one
Ahahahha~~
So, wish you and your hubby one road smooth wind here
muacks~ your beloved sister
I'll clever and clever then before, be a good girl

P/S : I haven't get the photo cd larr,wait a moment laRR

Well, i am just fine

2008-10-02T00:45:00.002+08:00

I....

I......

Erm.....

Me...........

Me...............

really lazy to post lo~!
=x

Don't worry
I will post some new things up here soon
I never post because i am waitting the camera man bring me the photo cd
What photo?
Just wait and see
=P

我是怎么了?

2008-10-02T00:44:00.001+08:00

或许是因为我不够温柔

所以安抚不了你

或许是因为我不够斯文

所以吓坏了你

或许是因为我不够聪明

所以惹恼了你

或许是因为我不够独立

所以让你困扰不已

更或许是因为我不够成熟

所以你选择了离开

生日快乐

2008-09-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

感情　走亂了腳步
明明白白是一場錯誤
跌跌撞撞忍耐著不哭
我裝糊塗　但愛在心裡有數
我傻乎乎　但痛得清清楚楚
別人看不見我心裡的苦
別人怎麼說我也不在乎
思念的深度　超乎我想像的程度
未來　誰都無法預估
死就死吧　義無反顧
我不甘心的是
兩個人相遇　卻走不一樣的路
看得透人生　卻看不見我思路
你说你要離去　我沒開口留住
為了什麼原因　你我都很清楚
感覺你的心情　感覺不到溫度
目送你的背影　默默整理孤獨
我的心靈乾枯　剩下時間虛度
這就是你對我　最狠心的報復
真的沒有哭
只是眼睛有点模糊
我记得今天是你的生日
祝你生日快乐

In Love with PS3

2008-08-06T03:56:00.006+08:00

PS3是现在SONY最新的游戏主机

虽然在市面上出了一年++之久

但是没有人能把它给modify

看来SONY这次下了很多的功夫来打击盗版哦

简介:

CPU: 3.2GHz Cell Broadband Engine with 1 PPE & 7 SPES

GPU: 550MHz NVIDIA / SCEI RSX "Reality Synthesizer"

Media: Blu-Ray Disc, DVD, CD

System Storage: 2.5" SATA hard drive (20GB,40GB,60GB and 80GB)

Controller Input: Up to 7 Sixaxis or Dual Shock 3

Online Service: PlayStation Network

Connectivity: HDMI, SD line(normal AV Cable)

看，我出现在PS3主机上也~ XDD
这是黑色的，最漂亮的
银色就稍微逊色了些，不过比较特别

白色也满漂亮的

游戏画面远远胜于PS2，是高清的

当然PS3有很多好游戏，

玩家大概都有在留意吧~

最后一张照片是DMC4的。

这个游戏画面真的是没话好说

上面的图片虽然没在用HDMI

但是画面还是超级的漂亮，细腻。

还有的是PS3的主机遥控器，

现在PS3遥控器采用了Bluetooth的联系方式，

可以自持非常远的一段距离。

我在试用PS3时，

带着遥控器走到很远的地方，

已经看不清电视机银幕上的画面了，

可是还是可以遥控的哦!

有没有很"犀利"呢?

哈哈哈~

只是这几个优点，

PS3 已经把我牢牢的吸引住，

不过.......

游戏片子还真的是贵 =.="

最便宜的都要RM150，

拥有一架PS3的话，

真的会要了我的命...XD

炮兵

2008-07-17T02:40:00.003+08:00

这个超棒
这个也不赖
这个也不差
鸡仔包

Mill Wheel Ice Cafe

炮兵精品与冰品专卖店

72 &74, Jalan Metro Perdana Barat 2,

Taman Usahawan Kepong,52100 Kuala Lumpur.

03-6250 5910

长年如夏的马来西亚街边就有很多Ice Kacang什么的，

但是，像炮兵这类的冰品肯定没几个，

所以大家一定要到这里尝尝哦!!

Jogoya日本自助餐

2008-07-08T17:49:00.007+08:00

这是我第一次去吃自助餐
以前都没吃过自助餐的我
这次去到那里

好像乡巴佬 @@

这里的食物都美味

是一件很不错的日本自助餐店

大家有机会都到那里去品尝品尝

不过切记!!!

到这里开餐前，把自己饿到老虎都吃的下

不然很不划算的

哈哈哈

龙虾卷

大生壕，生鱼片，龙虾沙拉
意大利面，我的最爱
沙拉

这也是龙虾

P/S: 这次去这里吃自助餐，是为一个很重要的好朋友庆生，祝他生日快乐!

我想你

2008-06-30T02:40:00.004+08:00

一个月又过去了

我们就分隔两地了整个月了

不

应该说你离我而去已经一个月了

虽然我有给你信息或什么的

可是你都懒得回我了

你明明都有看到

就是故意不回

我求求你

可不可以不要这样对我

我很想念你

想得快要发疯了

你唱的歌

2008-06-10T04:12:00.000+08:00

轻轻哼着你对我唱过的那首歌

暮然回首

发现有些事情已经变了样

爱情就好像一座森林

我似乎在这森林里找不到回去的方向

我所依靠的那棵树早已随风消失掉

最后留下来陪我的就只有碎了一地的心...

聚少離多的愛情

2008-06-03T03:42:00.000+08:00

「他以前不會這樣的。」小茹黯然地說。
「也許他只是很忙而已，妳不要想太多嘛。」好友小雅安慰道
「真有這麼忙嗎？忙到連一通電話都沒時間打？」小茹的激動語氣裡，還有著無奈的難過。
「妳有沒有和他溝通過？問問他為什麼不找妳？」
「問過了，他說他真的很忙，我也知道他很忙，但我要求的只是一通電話，就算只是說聲晚安也好。」小茹的眼眶紅了，被情人忽略的感覺讓她痛心。
「如果他不打來，妳也可以打去和他聊聊的，女孩子不一定要這麼被動。」小雅鼓勵地說著「沒用的。他只會覺得很煩，他怪我不能體諒他的辛苦……」小茹掩面痛哭，箇中的辛酸無法向人訴。

在愛情裡，有沒有「心」是很重要的。有那份心，就算再怎麼忙，也可以抽空打個電話噓寒問暖，再不然，花點時間去吃個宵夜也好，就算真的忙到沒有時間，總也可以在臨睡前，打通電話道聲晚安吧？有很多事情，真的就只看那份「心」了。若無了「心」，就算時間多到可以去抓螞蟻，也不會想和對方聯絡的。

感情，不怕外面的考驗，就怕兩人的內在產生了變化，那麼，就算風平浪靜的日子，也可能走到各分東西的時候……因此，有心人就不要讓感情產生誤解，有心人該要努力地維繫情感才對。

如此一來，聚少離多就只是情感中的一個小小難題，卻不足以讓一對有情人勞燕分飛。

爱情

2008-05-28T03:17:00.000+08:00

爱情就像带了美丽面具的现实

让人被它的美丽所迷惑

当面具被扯开的那一刻

现实的丑陋犹如变成了玻璃碎片

毫不犹豫地把承受不了的心伤得体无完肤

怎么了?

2008-05-19T03:56:00.000+08:00

我和你到底怎么了?

摸不着头脑，也没有答案...

脸上写着无所谓，嘴上说这不在乎，其实心里很难过

原谅把你带走的雨天在突然醒来的黑夜

发现我终于没有再流泪

原谅被你带走的永远时钟就快要走到明天

痛会随着时间　好一点

那些日子你会不会舍不得

思念就像关不紧的门

空气里有幸福的灰尘

否则为何闭上眼睛的时候　那么疼

谁都别说　让我一个人躲一躲

你的承诺　我竟没怀疑过

反反覆覆　要不是当初的温柔

毕竟是我爱的人我能够怪你什么

原谅把你带走的雨天在渐渐模糊的窗前

每个人最后都要说再见

原谅被你带走的永远微笑着容易过一天

也许是我已经　老了一点

MaSahUmI's Little World

父母的话，就要100%听从吗？

给你的信

FML!!

忍

无药可救

是不是

勇敢的第一步

天真

我做得还不够吗？

为什么？

我在自欺欺人吗？

Why??????

我不难过

Complicated.

一个人

人就是这样

Single life

辛苦

Leaving.

失望 Disappointed

Joblessssssss

Life? Destined?

Big day for the Bf

霉运不要来~

MJ the legend (1958 - 2009)

Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen.

Malas...

Photo

My Sister's Register Day 05052009

这就是马XX亚的交通警察

Earth HOUR!!

第一次被抢劫...

R is Rock!!!

Annoying

Fine

Fast Food of Love

Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy

I'm not happy right now!!

Happy Chinese 牛 year ~

Lack of Money!!!

國境之南 - 海角七號

生活不对...

Brand new me in the brand new year

27 December 2008

Christmas Gift

Yes is a new NO!! *Yes Man (2008)*

Top Gun (1986)

Malacca and D-paradise,Malacca

为你而活 - 神木与瞳

做善事就那么难吗?

Lazy

Say (All I Need) by Onerepublic

Air Justin 2008 Live at Genting Star Arena

上一次流泪

Shien's Birthday Dinner

Ice Cream by DNS

Siao sister

Italy,Barcelona and London~

Well, i am just fine

我是怎么了?

生日快乐

In Love with PS3

炮兵

Jogoya日本自助餐

我想你

你唱的歌

聚少離多的愛情

爱情

怎么了?

Yes is a new NO!! Yes Man (2008)